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No never
it's so hard
and unbelievably stupid
but it's got to be done
The Show Must Go On
This time
I'm asking
Just for Help
Boo!
bye...
but
now I'm back
back again
in this dirty room
this dirty house
this dirty town
...
this dirty world
so I need someone to be with
not to lose;
but no one who is able to help will.
so it's me
all alone
back again
again and again
just right like before
alone
me and no one
just escaping illusions
no worry
it's spring again
Boo!
bye...
the only thing
I'm certain
Boo!
bye...
The only thing that can make you mad
is a Wet Blanket
a nagging person which fuck's your mind.
Maybe my last
Boo!
bye...
I really do
So I'm going to take some action
lonely alone
Just hope for my success
and wish me to stay alive.
Boo!
bye...
I'm pretty gone so far
in my own world
that words have different meanings;
The True Meanings.
It's suspicious
that no one is telling you any secrets
that no body talk you about misery
& ...
Maybe it means:
You Are The Most Miserable One In The World
No!
not maybe
certainly
...
I can't take it
no more...
Boo!
bye...
Who will be in this game with me?
This is the only and serious invitation,
if nobody answered
I'll hold it my self.
This Is The Time To
Be Afraid Of Me
Boo!
bye...
I's on a project
I made for myself
and someone else
Just to make a better world
...
BUT
I Failed
I's trying to make friends
but just
made an Enemy.
When you're gone
there's no turning back
No
no turning back
Boo!
bye...
Sharp ice fall on my skimpy body
I believed
the song of silence
should be sang
behind the night's throttle
to stay alive
should stay alive
& not to ask from the land
that the star;
is reachable in our puerile dream
...
"
Chrystal Poems
It's Christmas eve
Merry Christmas
[it start's in a white week
so let's hope to be a white year!]
Ho ho ho...!
Boo!
bye...
All these things I could not say
made me so much more afraid
just too scared of what I find
to look behind
...
today
I've been with two old friends
some best ones
& I'm happy to see them again
But
more sad for leaving them
& becoming alone with this world,
this amount of colorful people around
that nobody feels;
nobody knows;
so nobody cares...
Tonight
the demon is free
to do deeds
God save us every one
the people living in this bloody hell
...
No More
I can't take it
when we live in fear
Boo!
bye...
Do you know why life in the title is single?
because we live the same life
we;
those who would like to live the same.
I've learned this lesson just about a month or two
I always regretted someone's life
maybe cause I didn't know the feelings inside
but now
I know almost all the failings
fallings
...
I truly can't name them feelings
never mind
you won't read it till this sentence;
so let's stop
...
Boo!
bye...
I wish to stay alive for the next one next year.
Boo!
bye...
If I could take all this pain away
Use the rage of our youth today
Who's to say it's you to blame?
Now tell me
who's to to say it's us to blame?
Darkness
Nothing not to panic
Boo!
bye...
The Dark Event
The Black Days
Boo!
bye...
wishing for the Hero
praying for our existence
hoping for less misery
in these Hard Days before the Dark Event
I can't say anything else to myself
to be satisfied from my life
my spirit
is wounded
Boo!
bye...
There's something I hear around every time something bad happens to me,
Oh No!
Why's he getting Mad again?!...
THIS IS A WARNING
I'M GETTING MAD
seeking around for who?
Boo!
bye...
"Do not be satisfied with the stories
that come before you.
Rumi
Boo!
bye...
But still I'm hopeful
I'm still waiting for the old order
fighting back for it
and never give up on it.
Be after me please,
it's for yourself!
Boo!
bye...
There was "..." after bye,
means:"wait for the rest."
Boo!
bye...
I'm doing some thing I hate to do
but there's no escape
...
I've got to be gone
for ever
So
Boo!
bye...
The one who people don't believe his truths is The Mad Man!
Just something I read in another order then translated
so believe me!
Boo!
bye...
that not to have any shoulder to cry on is a misery
a real misery...
and now
no one will carry my head;
the head full of pain and anger
the only thing I have is
regret.
I want a place
named nowhere
also
I'm not too sad
cause I'm nearly sure his resting in peace
under a tree of bitten apple tree
in heaven
rest in peace Steve
Boo!
bye...
I've been away from those who preferred to live life with;
those to grow old with;
to die with.
It's a kind of death which I see all it's levels;
a kind of slow death;
a dark death.
I can't be any one else but a poor man;
a real alone man;
The Mad Man.
those I'd like to spend my time with
don't lose their chance to betray me
a kind of bloody hell
not able for living in
couldn't be darker
this black week
Boo!
bye...
My baggage is empty
right like before
but this time I'm with some long time friends:
a knight
a joker
two silenced men
who will get complete with me:
The Mad Man
...!
The ones who can understand won't read this post,
& those who will read can't understand it.
Nothing more blogable!...
so live in peace
& love the peace
cause I fight for peace
...
Boo!
bye...
Also I don't need to lie
but the reason; I don't know
Now I'm living back my life
the life that you won't ever need
I've sharpened twice my knife
but still I'm afraid of bleed
I'm talking all to strangers
I'm riding paralyzed horse
I's hoping help from saviors
but now condition's worse
I don't know how I could write some lyric like that
but I did
Boo!
bye...
Of course no one want's to read my posts or leave any comment for me,
but it's better to be told.
Pray after...
!
Boo!
bye...
